I made the mistake of dropping FOXY back to her original spot.
She tried to settle in and we gave it a little over a week ..but i noticed….
She was always seeming anxious…she was always on the run… She disappeared for hours on end…which isn’t her usual pattern at all…one loud “FOXYYY” and she would jump out from wherever she is ….but ..not anymore…

Yesterday she was missing nearly ALL DAY….and i kind of panicked…all sorts of thoughts crossed my mind…
What if the rapist has picked her up again?
How could I just leave her back in the same spot ?
It’s all my fault…if something happens to her ..etc etc….

I found her by evening..she was hurt on her leg and limping….and again this morning she was missing and when she came back by afternoon she was anxious again ..
I wasn’t imagining things…she needs protection..she’s too vulnerable….tiny ,docile, extra friendly to humans kind of a girl..

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When out of panic and brain exhaustion i kind of snapped at a fellow volunteer- I was told to f off and that if i cared so much for her I should take her home!
Who needs haters when you have your own fellow volunteers saying these things to you right ?😊And if i could, she would be in my home by now…I wouldn’t need to be told to do it ♥️

For Foxy’s safety, she’s been moved back to the shelter she recouped in..she knows everyone well there and helps them dressing wounds of others doggos as well..
I will do my best to look for a home for her…but untill then …
Will the universe help me to find a virtual adopter for her? 🥺

Some of us don’t wear our wounds aloud and don’t live in the victim’s mentality…doesn’t mean we don’t feel and we don’t break…and we don’t make mistakes…

To all those who feel too much…here’s FOXY and masti and whitey and kalu and me sending you all our love , always ❤️🧿

In gratitude, always,
T