♥️ Tutu – ♾️ 2015-2024- ♾️ ♥️

Today marks 7 days of my baby girl,  Tutu merging with her maker.
She collapsed in my arms on the 28th of January ’24 at 7.57 pm..

My world changed once again at that moment. I lost my pillar of support, my strength, my courage and my soul dog.

Tutu found me 8 years ago outside the very medical shop that i procured her last medicine from the day she passed. Life came a full circle for my baby.

She was special. She came to stay. How much we tried to find her a home ..how many advertisements we put up..she even nearly got adopted twice…but found her way back into my heart and home..

That was her conviction. Her conviction to stay. To stay with me. To be mine and me to be hers.

She was so strong..so resilient…went through her blood transfusion so bravely… Taught me so much…

On the day she passed…I knew since the morning that it would mostly be her last…she was clear she would go on her own accord and i wouldn’t need to take the call for her…so I stayed strong and continued to keep her happy and did my best to do as the vets said…

She was holding on only and only for me…she knew I wasn’t ready..
The evening of the 28th when I picked her up and started the saline..she didn’t flinch like she always did…she just lay there..with her eyes open… looking into my soul..and telling me to be prepared…
That’s when i whispered to her…I’m ready my baby…don’t hold on for me.. I’m willing to let you go to a better place where you are pain free…I’ll be okay….I promise…

I said those words and a few moments later…she got around 8-10 seizures while i held her in my arms as she transcended into the other realm … My baby’s physical being was gone… forever…

She now rests in love and peace  with my Scooby … My world will never ever be the same again but I promise you my babies..I’ll make you proud.

Untill we meet again…and there’s no doubt that we will…
I love you both with my life…
Thank you for choosing me.. I’ll choose you over and over again…always 💝
Your mommy forever…